Thursday, April 14, 2011

It is hard!

Life has so many ups and downs that is seems to through at me all the time. I wish for once I could get a hold of something and just concentrate on one thing. For example, my weight or even working out or eating healthy. I guess those all go together and can be classified as one thing because none of them work with out the others. Michelle, I know how you feel with working and trying to workout and eat healthy, plus take care of your family. I hit a wall this morning and lost control in front of my kids. I feel horrible and I gave them all hugs and kisses through the tears of all of us. My oldest, by a minute or two of the other the other two, came up and said "Mom, I know how you feel. It is like when we do groups at school and no one in my group wants to listen to me or my ideas.". It made me cry even harder and realize that they feel the pain and understand a far more than I give them credit for. So has for my weight, working out, and eating healthy, all I can do is my best. I need to relax a little and let it work its magic on its own. Stressing only makes it worse and I need to enjoy everyday to the fullest with how I feel, look and my family. So here is too a less stressful day and week! Thanks girls for all you do and for being my support.

2 comments:

Michelle said...

Oh Rolyndia, I really feel for you and what you're going through. It is SO hard to do anything when you feel like you're on a roller coaster. But you're right, stressing only makes it worse and there is so much we have to be thankful for. As nice as it would be to have everything balanced, we can only do our best, like you said. The fact that you realize that means you are only going to do better!! Keep trying, you can do it! *HUGS*

Cami Jo said...

I hear ya. The hardest thing for me is to just be happy with myself, no matter what! We all have those moments as mothers when we hit that wall. It's getting past that that makes us who we are! You are awesome! I'm so glad you joined this blog! What would we have done without you???!!! Keep trying!